dont say you love me unless forever
dont tell me you need me unless you are gonna stay
dont give me this feeling i ll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

Sunday, April 22, 2007

dreaming..

Something strange happened during the game I had just now. It definitely has nothing to do with the game, but halfway through the game, I seemed to have acquired a sudden 'awarness' of the events happening around me.

A sense of dread had definitely overcome me. Its strange, and I definitely do not like that feeling. As if till now, I have been living my life like a dream, refusing to give in to the harsh facts of reality.

"I can run away but for how long.
I can hide but how deep in the shadows. "

my memories etched ... at 12:47 AM

Past:Memories;

    how do you go on
    when in your heart
    you understand there's no going back
    for there are things time can't mend
    hurts that go deep & have taken hold

Present:debido;

    debido a.k.a. dave
    mid twenties
    "boy" next door

Future:Unknown;

    the path ahead isn't clear
    but i ain't gonna stop moving
    for if i stop now
    i will never be able to catch up with you
    and say i love you

thoughts:notes;

Love:Music;

    五月天 - 盛夏光年
    Tank - 晴天雨
    Utada Hikaru - First Love


Goals:2009;

    [In order of Importance]
    Japan Trip
    More exercise!
    Obtain OCP

Spoken:Kept;