dont say you love me unless forever
dont tell me you need me unless you are gonna stay
dont give me this feeling i ll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

Tuesday, January 2, 2007

Revelations..

Another year is over. I felt myself getting numb to time as each day passes by. Probably its due to the fact that I wasn't looking forward to anything in life. Time to do something about that. Looking back, 2006 didn't ended well.

Early 2006
My final year in school which I took the tough decision to adopt a pet cat, Meow. Meow was only 2 months ago when she was apparently abandoned. Someone took her in but was unable to take care of her due to allegics. I decided to take her in my single room believing that I am old enough to bear the responsibilities and make my own decisions. Wrong. Whatever decisions that one makes, it affects everyone that are directly involved with you. I didn't manage to gain the support from my family nor hallmates on taking of her. It was a painful decision to let her be taken care by someone else in hall when I left school. Bye bye Meow, I still miss you.

March 2007
Birthday! Thanks once again (JF & Mee Mee) for taking the time out, despite heavy school schedule, to celebrate my special day. Of course, thanks to panda xiong, for gathering support and getting the expensive b'day present.

July 2006
School has finally closed its chapter for me. It was then probably a consolation prize of the year that I have managed to graduate after 4 years of 'painstaking' efforts to study. My parents are definitely most delighted to be able to take graduation photos with me. But now I stand at this crossroad of my life, to make the decision on which path ahead to take. Being Mr Policeman was a decision I want to make, but I didn't make it through for the interviews at the end. It then seems that a programmer's life is inevitable.

Nov 2006
A graduation trip! Taiwan was a nice place to go. Orderly, systematic, lots of scenery, good looking people. Lolx. Overall, the trip was fine except the fact that it was too rush and we didnt really managed to enough time at the most places. I look forward to more trips in the coming future. =)

[Mirama Ferris Wheel in Tapei]

[Scenary Pic]

[A port on the way to Yeliou]

[Scenery Pic at Yangming Shan]

Dec 2006
The reason why the year didn't really ended well. Grandpa passed away on 15 Dec 2006. I was present as he drew his last breathe. My year ended with sorrow and tears in the heart. Grandpa will be remembered by all of us. Its irony but relations and bonds got stronger with one's passing. Does it truly takes one to realise another's importance only when its gone forever?

Year 2007
I guess its nice to set some targets for a new year. Targets to go for. Goals that drive one to move on. In this way, maybe perhaps there's something still worth to look forward to. And yeah, I will be working towards to achieving them. =)

my memories etched ... at 2:56 PM

Past:Memories;

    how do you go on
    when in your heart
    you understand there's no going back
    for there are things time can't mend
    hurts that go deep & have taken hold

Present:debido;

    debido a.k.a. dave
    mid twenties
    "boy" next door

Future:Unknown;

    the path ahead isn't clear
    but i ain't gonna stop moving
    for if i stop now
    i will never be able to catch up with you
    and say i love you

thoughts:notes;

Love:Music;

    五月天 - 盛夏光年
    Tank - 晴天雨
    Utada Hikaru - First Love


Goals:2009;

    [In order of Importance]
    Japan Trip
    More exercise!
    Obtain OCP

Spoken:Kept;